im in a sad mood....
So I have every episode of friends ever made.
Today i woke up at 12, and prompt at 2 sat down on the fouton and have been watching friends ever sinse, its been about 7 and a half hours now. at 7pm my parents went out to dinner again leaving me at home, fine w/e, at least james was home. at about 8 i went down to ask james if he wanted to watch friends with me, but i couldnt find him so i called him and he was in a movie. so i got upset and decided to walk down to ralphs to get some cookie dough and a bottle of sprite. as i have no money i raided the house and found about $7 in quaters. Walking to raplhs it was getting dark. i got what i needed, started to walk home and realized it was really dark. so as im waiting for the light to change so i can cross the street a guy, not bad looking at all, comes up to me and says hey so i say hey and he goes 'sure is pretty out tonight huh' so i said 'yea is nice' and he said 'course, not at pretty as you.' so i smiled and the light changed thank god. So i got home and nobody was rthere still so i opened the cookie dough log , and the sprite and watched freinds some more. thats when i started to cry. for 2 reasons. number one was i was so fucking sick of being home alone, and the other was i realized howe much my current situation with my love life...i doubt u dont know what im talking about...mirrors the early sitation with ross and racheal, for insance, he liked her for a year, she started to like him but he had found somebody else and then he had to choose between...im just hoping that my situation ends as happily as theirs did. anyways i decided to call julia, but she is out with jeff (ive gotta sauy that didnt help, i meamn i know they rnt dating, but its like every1 has somebody. ross and racheal (ok i wont get into that) for example.) anyways, so now im listening to 'im in a sad mood' by sam cooke, it fits considering he gave me the sam cooke cd and the title closely matches my mood.
i hear they are doing grand, and im happy for him...just not for me lol.
xoxo
Today i woke up at 12, and prompt at 2 sat down on the fouton and have been watching friends ever sinse, its been about 7 and a half hours now. at 7pm my parents went out to dinner again leaving me at home, fine w/e, at least james was home. at about 8 i went down to ask james if he wanted to watch friends with me, but i couldnt find him so i called him and he was in a movie. so i got upset and decided to walk down to ralphs to get some cookie dough and a bottle of sprite. as i have no money i raided the house and found about $7 in quaters. Walking to raplhs it was getting dark. i got what i needed, started to walk home and realized it was really dark. so as im waiting for the light to change so i can cross the street a guy, not bad looking at all, comes up to me and says hey so i say hey and he goes 'sure is pretty out tonight huh' so i said 'yea is nice' and he said 'course, not at pretty as you.' so i smiled and the light changed thank god. So i got home and nobody was rthere still so i opened the cookie dough log , and the sprite and watched freinds some more. thats when i started to cry. for 2 reasons. number one was i was so fucking sick of being home alone, and the other was i realized howe much my current situation with my love life...i doubt u dont know what im talking about...mirrors the early sitation with ross and racheal, for insance, he liked her for a year, she started to like him but he had found somebody else and then he had to choose between...im just hoping that my situation ends as happily as theirs did. anyways i decided to call julia, but she is out with jeff (ive gotta sauy that didnt help, i meamn i know they rnt dating, but its like every1 has somebody. ross and racheal (ok i wont get into that) for example.) anyways, so now im listening to 'im in a sad mood' by sam cooke, it fits considering he gave me the sam cooke cd and the title closely matches my mood.
i hear they are doing grand, and im happy for him...just not for me lol.
xoxo
2 Comments:
i have nobody. lest you think that everybody has somebody, i can prove you wrong. i try to have somebody--i guess i'm not that type of person. you know, that has somebody. don't worry kate. it's always a possibility, and possibilities are endless.
lol believe me you're not the only alone person...
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