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You’ll never know how it feels to be the one who’s left behind
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Monday, June 28, 2004

life in general

no one has commented on my blog! not cool! comment!
I havnt really done much this summer, but im havign such an amazing time! it came in on me how many great friends i have...im not saying im little miss popular, im not, but the friends i do have are all great. I organized my buddy list into categories, and i realize that although i have amazing friends at school, i also have great friends out of school, and the strange thing is that only one of them is a girl. I think that everybody should organize their buddy list, cos it really made me appreciate my friends.
In other news ive been hanging out in westwood more. i got into a minor fight with my mother this after noon cos she said johanna and i couldnt go into westwood at 7:30pm cos we are two young girls and could get raped. i hate that my freedom is limited just ebcause im a girl, it doesnt seem fair. i also hate beign this age, i want to drive, i want to be allowed a glass of wine at dinner on special occasions, i want to have the option of having sex without being looked down upon and called a slut, i want a baby! i want all these things that i cant have just because im 15...it doesnt seem fair, especially as i have no control over my age!!! Ugh! The worst part i think is the driving and not being allowed in westwood at night. westwood is only really fun at night, cos everyone is there! ugh
anyways
xoxo

3 Comments:

Blogger clipsfan4life89 said...

LOL i organized my buddy list...but i always put the people i like at the top which kills my order...lol and my mom always mentions that rape thing when i want to go somewhere w/ friends, except on her behalf that she can't be out alone at that time...i want to drive too...i could care less about wine i think it tastes and smells awful...i think as long as you can pass the driving test and prove yourself a responsible driver u should be able to drive....if u want a baby adopt?...hey at least ur 15 i'm still 14...lol but do you know the people at westwood? if u do just slap me for being stupid...and again my little compulsion i think sex is well overrated and really not that important...but that's just my opinion i'd rather not dictate my beliefs on someone else...

10:20 PM  
Blogger Laura Paoletta said...

mm i love wine! i had some tonight (only a couple sips of course) and it is so good and smells amazing and it lingers, haha well anyways i love how mattias says sex is overrated AS IF HE'S HAD SEX! i'm sorry if you actually did have sex and it was terrible and i'm wrong though mattias.

11:14 PM  
Blogger clipsfan4life89 said...

HEY i don't take advantage of gender...she does have a point...however its sad how we live in a world where that's true...the valley's better than westwood...and has like 6 ralphs...and lizzy i was using indirect proof...sex is thought of as like super great...and nothing can be perfect or that great everytime...therefore it's overrated...and i was really saying any physical indulgence is overrated...wine smells terrible..smells of corruption...u know alcohol is yeast excretion...

4:32 PM  

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