Mary

So i'm going up to shaver lake today...i think. it all depends on my wavering health. sinse wednesday ive been coughing, we think its allergies, my brother thinks otherwise, but i wont get into that. Anyways no we r pretty sure that my asthma has revived itself because mum hadnt changed the filter for the ac and it was shooting out dust wich im allergic to. Anyways ive been disappointed and then exited and all these emotiomns cos every 5 seconds my parents change their mind as to whether i can go or not. I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really reeaaalllyyy wanna go! but at the same time i dont want to infect everyone or spendthe entire weekend in bed bringing every1 elses time down...ugh its sooo annoying, every time i get exited for something i get sick. like in england in like 1s grade, every year at arnold lodge there was a nativity play and i was allways an angel and i got sooo sick of it! until one year they picked me to be mary!!!! i was sooo exited, espcially as i had a crush on the person playing joseph, anyways the night of the show i developed the flu and couldnt perform. i sat at home watchiong postman pat, wich uve never heard of. anyways, i refuse to have a repeat of mary, i will be fine, i will be fine, i will be fine, i will be fine.
anyways if i do end up going, i wont be blogging till i get back on sunay, so hopefully see you then!!!!