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Friday, August 13, 2004

Why am i here?

i dont know why im blogging. i have so much shit going on in my life right now, but none of wich i can publish. i guess thats partly why i started the diary. only so much more has happened. i wish i could go back to 3 nights ago and take the past 3 nights over again. elisa slept over for one of the nights and i had a lot of fun, but i had a not so great conversation with someone online. then i went to this gala event last nigth and soemthing happened that i wont write because altho i did write it in my diary, id rather forget about. i really want to tell somebody about it, but i know i cant because it will just open the wound back up again just as its healing. being 15 is stressful.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

well then it's great that you started the diary. you need a place to put all the shit that is going on...and i'm so sorry about that. you know that you can always come to me if you have a problem and i'm more than happy to listen and (try) to offer some advice. wednesday night was fun...don't sweat about the convo though...it'll be fine. xoxo love ya babe
elisa

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