Drama Drama Drama
I'm in a really fucked up palce right now. partly because i still havnt dealt with being back. partly because i hate school. partly because ther ehasnt been a day without a problem, and they all seem to be pretty legitimate and thats what really sucks. that there are so many issues. and partly because of matt. i cant appologize to him, i couldnt make him see how sorry i am. i guess it all just seems like a fake appology. i need to take this chain off my arm. its just holding me back. but i cant do it. I need a break, i need to climb a mountain and scream. i need to break away from where i am. i need to be alone i guess. All i can do is listen to 'my immortal' voer and over again and cry. im sure that i seem like im acting when i say i feel like filth and the dirt of the earth. but i am, and i do gfeel tat way. please dont tell me im bot, because i actually am, and you know it. so please please if ui comment dont write 'you arent filth' because i am.
goodbye
goodbye
1 Comments:
well since ou've made it pretty clear what not to say, i'm going to go on a different tangent...one which may or may not help, but hey you can't fault me for trying
School probably seems(and is) pretty and hectic about now...and while stuff might suck w/ being back in a school position, and all these things happening, which i hope gets better immediaetly, It is probably a good part grass-is-greener syndrome, and in a second or so I think and hope it'll all be better...
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