Oh, what a wonderful world...
I dont know where to start. its sunday, so its pretty obvious im going to blog about yesterday.
During section 5 of the PSAT i started to get really antsy and freak out. im pretty sure i didnt do too well lol.
I got top the Riviera and hour and a half late. i arrived at about 12, rehearsal started at 10:30. I was rushed in, i had to throw on some strappy heels and be shown the 'choreography' for the runway. stand on the step, pose, count to five, step up ontop the runway, pose, count to 5, strut to the middle, turn around slowly, walk to the end, go to the right corner, pose, turn around 180 degrees, pose, walk to left corner, pose, rotate 180 degrees pose, strut to middle, turn around slowly pose, strut back to the step, pose, count to 5, go off. I went to the ladies room where they were doing hair and make up. i spent 45 minutes in there, my makeup was awesome, hair not so good, i looked rediculous. i went up to the designers afterwards and asked if they liked the hair, they said lose ikt, so i undid it and they fixed it themselves. i dont know what time it actually started, i think 1:30. i was pretty calm until we lined up, if there hadnt been so mcuh waiting around i would be so nervous. eventually it started, i was number 5. the music stopped right before my mum who was number 3. when it finally started again it was'when im 64' and my mum nearly had a breakdown lol. anyways as nuymber 4 was strutting her stuff i was back stage being adjusted. i had to pee so badly because i was sooo nervous lol. finally my time came, i walked through the curtain, and onto the first step. i was shaking i was so nervous, but i realized that i had wanted tbhis for sooo long that i wasnt going to do a half arsed job. taking a deep breath i stepped up, and posed for 5 seconds, focusing on not tripping i walked into the middle where i turned slowly, then walked to the front rtight corner, posing i smiled as i found the table with julia, and all of my mums friends, then i walked to the other side, and smiled. and i walked back to the midfdle everyone started clapping i was the youngest model and that was pretty evident, i turned slowly, still shaking, walked back to the step, smiled, and walked off. relief flooded ove me, i ran backlstage. a girl named mandy was heloping me with outfit changes, i had 8 models in between me, wich wa only like 2 minutes. i repeated this 3 more times and then we switched into a much cooler designer, there was no break so this was also done in 2 minutes. my mum was walkign aroudn in her dress flirting with all the male models lol. then as mandy couldnt get my dress to do up we realized mum was wearing my dress and i had hers! so with 30 seconds left wer freaked out, but it all ended well. i was much more comfortabkle in this dress on the stage, it was sexier but more age appropriate for me. as i came off i was told my next dress was the finally. it was a beautiful baby pink net skirt the was longe than i amwithout the heels, and a floaty pink top, i looked like the sugar plum faerie, i loved it. as i walked up to the curtain, Alister, a besutiful male model whos girlfriend was also modeling, took me by the arm and handed me a rose. we walked on stage together and the whole audience went 'aaaawwwwww!!!!' we walked on together and posed 2wice, urned int eh middle, went to each end, aand as we walked back to the middle he held out his hand, wich i took, then we turned, and walked off holding hands.
my dad had someone hired to viedo the whole even because he couldnt be there, i am so hapyp, we r getting it developed today.
I felt so comfortable on the stage with everyone looking at mew, and only me. i loved the hot lights, the music, and the flash of the cameras and i posed every 2 secondas (part of the choreography) it was amazing. i realized im going to flala sleep every nigth remembering yesterday and waiting for the enxt event. i hope that wasnt the l;ast one i ever do, i felt like i belonged up there, it was incredible.
xoxox
During section 5 of the PSAT i started to get really antsy and freak out. im pretty sure i didnt do too well lol.
I got top the Riviera and hour and a half late. i arrived at about 12, rehearsal started at 10:30. I was rushed in, i had to throw on some strappy heels and be shown the 'choreography' for the runway. stand on the step, pose, count to five, step up ontop the runway, pose, count to 5, strut to the middle, turn around slowly, walk to the end, go to the right corner, pose, turn around 180 degrees, pose, walk to left corner, pose, rotate 180 degrees pose, strut to middle, turn around slowly pose, strut back to the step, pose, count to 5, go off. I went to the ladies room where they were doing hair and make up. i spent 45 minutes in there, my makeup was awesome, hair not so good, i looked rediculous. i went up to the designers afterwards and asked if they liked the hair, they said lose ikt, so i undid it and they fixed it themselves. i dont know what time it actually started, i think 1:30. i was pretty calm until we lined up, if there hadnt been so mcuh waiting around i would be so nervous. eventually it started, i was number 5. the music stopped right before my mum who was number 3. when it finally started again it was'when im 64' and my mum nearly had a breakdown lol. anyways as nuymber 4 was strutting her stuff i was back stage being adjusted. i had to pee so badly because i was sooo nervous lol. finally my time came, i walked through the curtain, and onto the first step. i was shaking i was so nervous, but i realized that i had wanted tbhis for sooo long that i wasnt going to do a half arsed job. taking a deep breath i stepped up, and posed for 5 seconds, focusing on not tripping i walked into the middle where i turned slowly, then walked to the front rtight corner, posing i smiled as i found the table with julia, and all of my mums friends, then i walked to the other side, and smiled. and i walked back to the midfdle everyone started clapping i was the youngest model and that was pretty evident, i turned slowly, still shaking, walked back to the step, smiled, and walked off. relief flooded ove me, i ran backlstage. a girl named mandy was heloping me with outfit changes, i had 8 models in between me, wich wa only like 2 minutes. i repeated this 3 more times and then we switched into a much cooler designer, there was no break so this was also done in 2 minutes. my mum was walkign aroudn in her dress flirting with all the male models lol. then as mandy couldnt get my dress to do up we realized mum was wearing my dress and i had hers! so with 30 seconds left wer freaked out, but it all ended well. i was much more comfortabkle in this dress on the stage, it was sexier but more age appropriate for me. as i came off i was told my next dress was the finally. it was a beautiful baby pink net skirt the was longe than i amwithout the heels, and a floaty pink top, i looked like the sugar plum faerie, i loved it. as i walked up to the curtain, Alister, a besutiful male model whos girlfriend was also modeling, took me by the arm and handed me a rose. we walked on stage together and the whole audience went 'aaaawwwwww!!!!' we walked on together and posed 2wice, urned int eh middle, went to each end, aand as we walked back to the middle he held out his hand, wich i took, then we turned, and walked off holding hands.
my dad had someone hired to viedo the whole even because he couldnt be there, i am so hapyp, we r getting it developed today.
I felt so comfortable on the stage with everyone looking at mew, and only me. i loved the hot lights, the music, and the flash of the cameras and i posed every 2 secondas (part of the choreography) it was amazing. i realized im going to flala sleep every nigth remembering yesterday and waiting for the enxt event. i hope that wasnt the l;ast one i ever do, i felt like i belonged up there, it was incredible.
xoxox
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