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Monday, October 25, 2004

There is something wrong with me. i know there is. i don't eat breakfast, or (unless my free track is before it) at break, so by the class after break im really really hungry. then the track before lunch i start to get a really bad head ache, my legs go week, and i can't focus. When lunch comes the snak bar has nothing so i usually end up with a packet of beef jerkey and a snapple. That proves to be more than enough and i end up way too full and have to go to the bathroom (not to throw it up dont worry). anyways, i don't eat utnil the end of rehearsal wich is at 6 o clock now and by the time i get home im really nervous, shaking, my head hurts and i feel really really tired. so i eat and after 3 mouthfulls im full, and i have to go to the bathroom. is this normal??? i dont think so!
anyways i just ate a plate of pasta and cheese and i feel sick. i also feel tired. even tho ive eaten i still cant focus. this is driving me crazy! i have no desir to do anything, i just want to lie on my bed and fall asleep...if i do that tho i will fail french. we havnt been at scghool for 2 months and shes already marked me down 9 homeworks! 9!!!!! if i had been born in l.a. i would claim to have a symptom or a condition. like ADD or something.
xoxoxo

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Kate Kate Kate! Did you not read my article about breakfast? Eating breakfast before school is incredibly important and helps with EVERYTHING. And all that stuff that goes on after you skip it has got to do with it I bet. Even eating at break can be too late and your eating at lunch... Just think about it. Last night. You ate dinner and then went to sleep. During sleep your body uses up all the energy from dinner and you have to break the fast before school. Yeah sorry this is long but it's really important and nobody eats breakfast! Crazy people really. :) Not really but just try it.
Lizzy :)

9:04 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

And then if your lunch sucks it won't be so bad. And you're a lot more likely to lose weight if you eat breakfast then if you don't. Haha all the plusses.
Lizzy

4:53 PM  

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