And it all comes down to you, well you know that it does.

Today I'm happy. It's because the sun is shining so brightly that it's hard to be upset in such a light. And it's because I'm having fun, for the most part. But I'm also nervous. Tonight has the potential to ruin everything. With so many influences I'm bound to do something stupid and wreck everything. I wish that there was someone, anywhere, who I could ask to make me not, i would beg, I would do anything, just don't let me fuck up.