I couldn't help, I want to help

I can't believe what might have happened....to have lost another one. Selfishly I couldn't have taken it, but I can't take that you were that close...no, there. Please don't go, don't try again, please please please. you'd take so much out of the world, so much out of my world. how selfish this sounds, but thats all i can be...i have no sympathy or empathy, i dont know what ur feeling, i couldnt try to relate, but i know i'd miss you so much, itd break my heart. know that, know that you're cared for, know that you're loved...no that there is at least one person who never wants you to leave.