You shout and no one seems to hear

I would like to scream please. I would like to scream so loudly that the birds in the trees, the monkeys in the jungles, and the wales in the ocean stop what they are doing to listen. I would like to convey in that one note just how much frustration i have. I would like to show everyone I love, hate, respect, and disrespect how I feel and have them leave me be. I would like to be left to scream, left to cry, left to feel everything that i am feeling. i would like to scream until my eyes bulge, my ears pop, my throat rips, my lungs burst, and my body shakes. i would like to let it all go and then fall down, forgotten. i don't want to be cried over and i dont want to cry. i dont want to be fought over and i dont want to fight. i want to be free. i want no authorities, no rules, no responsibilities, and no boundaries. i want no judgment, secrets, or whispers. i would just like to be left. I would like to scream please.