From the depths of the night, the unknown approaches

Should I say goodbye now then? Would it hurt a little less if I started pretending right now that you were gone? You see i can't convince you otherwise, i want to, but the way you describe it, what can i do? I'm so helpless, I can't do anything. i want to, it's going to kill me, you're so selfish. So selfish that i could hate you, but i want to love you. I want to love you, would u let me? I'd sacrifice my life to keep yours.