all these things that ive done

There's alot that I could write about. Stories to tell, feelings to express, opinions to try to convince people of. infact i have it all written up. but for once i'm saving it as a draft. for once i'm not going to tell everyone everything, this was my secret summer. i don't want to be judged for the things that i've done, i dont want people to look at me any diferently, or tell me that im a bad person. im not, ive had the time of my life in every experience ive encountered in the past month, but none of it was anything that id have done at home. its just not anything that any of my friends are really into i dont think. i dont prefere the people here to the ones in l.a. my life is in l.a. my family is, my best friends are, the people that i look forward to seeing every day are. all that has happened here has been exlusivly summer, i wouldnt want to do it any other time, and i'll be coming back here to do it all again next summer. i don't want it to end, but then i never do. im excited to come home, amnd seeing all of you, ive missed everyone so much, no matter who ive met recently, but i'm leaving a part of myself here, just to insure that next year i can come back. its something that the friends ive made can remember me by. its half of my heart...ireland stole it from england. the other half will be back on wednesday.