Heaven smiles above me, what a gift can be love. But know one knows

He said everything that he should have, when he should have. he kissed me the way he should have, when he should have. he listenend to me the way i wanted him to, when i wanted him to. and for once i believed him to be sincere. it didn't feel like an act. i saw the way he looked at me, and felt myself reflect it. this feels so right now. when he calls to hang out, he doesnt call for backup. We just take it for granted that we're going to be alone. And when we are, we don't have to impress each other, and there are no awkward silences. It's all hand holding, tickling, teasing, kissing, and joking. he doesn't put me down anymore, I don't feel bad anymore. He just smiles, and I smile and it seems like we're both really happy to be together. it feels so right.

He's going to cabo tomorrow for 5 days, i trust him. i trust him not to do anything stupid, and if he does, i trust him not to tell me.