the moment of truth in your lies

The world is coming to an end. it doesn't make sense to me. We're supposed to stand together not kill each other. Enemies and war have been a part of life sinse existance, in animals as well as humans, but now we have the technology to end the world. im scared. I've not only lost my faith in God, but in people, and that's the worst, that hurts the most. its easy to lose hope in something you have no real evidence ever existed, but not in humans, not in people like me. The Star Spangled Banner is playing on the news, alternating with the mourning song of a trumpet, i can't help but cry. what's happening? and now theres a threat on l.a. what if its true? what if tonight is my last night? My mother called me ignorant for never picking up a newspaper or watching the news, but i don't want to. i don't want to believe that i live in a world like this.