Glubbslyme

People just have to glance at me and I melt. Assuming the worst, my eyes grow bigger and glassy, i have to fight off the tears. I don't know when, or why, but my confidence is gone. When a group of people walk past me, in my mind, i hear them talking about how ugly, or fat i am. This just isn't who I used to be. I used to be able to walk around, hips swaying, head high, and not a degrading thought passed through my head. Now I scurry past, careful to avoid eye contact, and when I speak in class, my voice comes quiet and cracked, squeaking, desperatly trying to avoid being wrong. I hate this, I just don't know how to switch back.